18 more days... 18 more days until I leave.
Freaking out here!
The worst part is that I'm going to say goodbye to the person that saved me from depression in Senior Year. - Prawn-
Going to say goodbye to my aunt... my grandmother...
I'm an emotional wreck right now. I've been crying each and every day.
I'm finally cured of my doubts with Long Distance.
Finally. :D
I can smile once again.
Then another fight happened.
But I tried to keep calm under fire. I decided to just dump all the rants into one memo post on my phone and read them over so I don't have to hurt anyone.
Once I read my rants again. I feel better.
In the rants file, I wrote a poem-ish:
I hate the way to direct your anger at me
I hate the way you make me feel so weak
I hate the way you shoo me away and still ask for me to cheer you up
I hate the way we always fight
I hate the way I feel like the bad guy
I hate the way I am the bad guy
I hate the way I get angry at you for no reason
I hate the way...
I hate the way...
I hate the way...
I hate the way you think I don't care.
awwiee don't cry so much okay? :) <3 <3 don't cry everyday. make every moment you have left here, worth it.
ReplyDeleteand, you can rant to me any time!