Is it really over?

I've been thinking. This blog became too much of a I Love You but I Don't KL blog. So I guess I should stop?... No. I SHOULD STOP.

I think that it's really going nowhere and at no point will he come up to me and say, "will you go to prom with me?" (Which is next year, but really, what's there to wait around for, I have to forget about it)

Oh well. C'est la vie. I really don't know why but today, when I looked at him, my heart didn't do any flips. Maybe I'm just tired of caring. But I guess today, I just saw him as a kid. :P
Maybe it's time to move on.

I told HY and somehow, she seems skeptical. Maybe because I sang the same song over and over again. But I should be serious.

Maybe going to an all girl's college would be better. No DISTRACTIONS.

Speaking of colleges, the SAT scores came out and mine were far from great. I guess I never had it in me to do the SAT. Maybe it's just that I don't bother. I don't know.
In a way, I'm slightly disappointed at myself but I'm trying to look on the bright side. At least there's ACT.
So hopefully, it'll be good.

Today I made Coca-Cola Chicken. So nyummy. Apparently, our batch (HY and mine's) were the best one. Hehehe :)

Never tell you relatives what you have. I'm keeping my score a secret from everyone from now on. (Family-wise)
They don't understand and they judge, asking if it's a C or something. I don't know. Gah. Morale sinking even further down the pits of despair.
Hopefully I can get into Uni.

I guess the question I pose, "Is it really over?" could refer to my crush with KL and the damn college process. If I don't make it to college, I'll just spend my years being a 100-year old virgin, jobless, and doomed.

I know, dramatic much, right? Oh well.

Peace :)