Thank you HY and my friends!

OMG! Yesterday was the best day ever. I can't believe that it happened. It was simply amazing.

To recap, I had the crappiest birthday. Well, not totally, but I felt like crap.
I spend time on my birthday with my dad's side of the family. I don't dislike them, but I'm not keen on them either. It's like, I'm neutral.
I thought it was going to be special since I've never talked to them since like forever, but it wasn't.
The reason being my craptasticular cousin who is the attention seeker of the family. I wish someone would just cane him. I mean, I was caned as a child and my brother too. We learned discipline and I think that naughty children should get the end of the bamboo stick.

My birthday felt like an ordinary day when it was suppose to be special. I wanted to crawl in a hole and be a hermit after that disastrous birthday.

Then Monday just overwhelmed me.
I was not happy at all on Monday. Basically, I gave everyone a fake smile because I didn't want to trouble anyone.
I'm so good as masking my feelings that at some point, it's going to burst.
And it did.

My dad called me and he kinda scolded me for not being on task and all about deadlines and stuff.
I cannot handle it and I started crying on the phone. I think it's just gotten to me.
The stress. The loneliness.
I felt trapped in this house but yet I shouldn't. I dunno. I guess, in the end, it's me and my PMS. :(

But but but... there's a happy ending to the story.
I looked on Facebook on Monday night and saw Jen's post about some tumblr. blog. One of the pictures said that smiling helps increase happiness because of endorphins or something.
So I decided to smile the next day, just try your best to just smile.

Then SOMETHING Good Happen on Tuesday!

I had a birthday surprise at school!
Plus, the like plus plus plus thing was the notes in my locker.

Yes, I love everyone's notes.
Benny lava was my favorite.

But my ultimate fav. was KL's note to me.
Seriously, HY is the best sister I will ever have. Best friend too.
Can't wait to let her see the Senior pages. :D

On his note, he said my smiles make his day. I was like Eekkk when I read it at home.
In school, I just glanced and saw his name and my heart leaped.

In a way, I'm cheating. I'm suppose to forget about it, but I can't.
Why? Why? Why?

He's just too awesome. Nah.

Oh well.

Time to do some dirty business now. Homework.

Bye.